I don't see a problem with your actions.
But this is coming from a guy that once found an odd shell at the range, & then went out & bought a rifle to go with it!
So there you have it. It's not an affliction. It's an addiction! Or even a complusion. Don't bother even trying to figure it out. I've spent far too much time on this very subject. It's hopeless.
Bottom line: There is no know cure, so just live with it.